ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 30: Biting The Hand That Feeds You

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PRESENT DAY…

 
SOME SAYS THAT LIFE IS UNCERTAIN, but here’s a certain thing. As soon as I start to bash my way, the phone or doorbell will ring.
            And it sure does. “Where did you have the keys at Saint Michael’s Academy?”
            Instead of answering, Maro just said, “If I bought all the things I could order toll free, tis’ is the poor house I would surely be.”
            The spring menu, turkey and all, wouldn’t be complete without some football. Some days it seems like the only things you can count on are your fingers. “Why did you invite me here? What is this, a mini reunion for the Wilkinson Brothers? For weeks, I was avoiding you and now, I’m here, back on our old ways.”
            “Then why did you come?” From dread timothy Hong, said under his breath as he was waiting for the two shoplifters to cross the night inside the halls of this Catholic School.
            A Southern Baptist Association with the ministry of higher Education, Beachwood High School Academe partners in Christian ministry with the young’s, as one of it’s vision and missions are sustaining thee morality of the students- avoiding some strange in this day and age to get into our car and go over the hills and through the woods to Grandmother’s cabin as the catholic ghettos known for being liberated and wildly McCoy. Those berth a felt of aloneness since I’ve never been in this place. Okay Anselm boy, that’s enough. Quit feeling sorry for yourself.           
            Turning my attention to the service that had now started, I listened to the minister described various holy sites in this Christian world and what made them so. I said, “the note that you gave me said that the Joker called you yesterday, at exactly 11:00 PM while watching a late-night movie marathon of Final Destination 3, 4, and 5.’’           
            He said, “It’s not the plot of ground itself, it is the event that took place on that spot which makes it holy. We each have a holy place for our own frustrations, to vent out, to breath in sound… To be thankful… this makes it holy. Where is yours? Let’s see, where is your holy place? Is it in a black bag or instead in a box? Ask yourself and let your mind wonder back through your existence. It would have to be under the big northern pine tree that stood next to the country catholic church, where Tristan and Terrance went as a child. That says a lot man; I don’t want to be in a juvenile jail. All of our finger prints are still nesting on those things inside the black bag of Nathan; all of the evidence that can get us caught are in the hands of our white Babbitt thank giver!” 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“OKAY GUYS, THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME FOR OUR OWN PETTY FIGHTS. We can get out of this crack house as soon as we find that stupid black leather bag.” Maro meddled in the middle.

            We exchanged an apple or an orange and then ran around the different wings, halls and rooms of Saint Michael’s College Laboratory High School. Seems like we ran around the pine tree three times for good luck, because when we went inside the service hall of the Catholic School, there was the black bag that we were looking for… put beside a Black Nazarene Rebulto.

            Of all the songs god has given, me, the sweetest one is yet to be. I’ll hear it when the angels sing and all of the heavens begin to ring. With joy and gladness, they’ll welcome me. I’ll be home at last for eternity.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

IT’S NOT THE HOURS AROUND THE TABLE THAT EXPANDS THE WAIST A LITTLE, rather, the seconds that put the bulge around the middle. I was turning upside down, like pineapple fruit cakes and strawberry ice cream makes me round. I was gulping and gaping towards the bag, I’m feeling all warm inside… counting my blessings and rejoicing. And, as I’m grasping the wonder of the all mighty, I never heard the shouts coming from my friends. Having sufficient reason to be filled with gratitude, I swivelled and saw a clown hiding from the superfluous sacramental statues- Holden a knife behind his back.

            A certain machete analogous of the one that had been used by the traducer of me when I was on my middle school vacation break in the Rocky Mountains of Utah, coincidentally, the knife that killed my known father David and my favourite dog Geneva, “this is a trap! By the         Joker!” rediscovering myself, incisively edicting of the edifice of abets. If my time on the log cabin in Utah was abominable, and adversely desolate, I’ve through the woods and said “we will fight together”.

            Timothy dragged the boots of the Joker, as the latter’s face dishing the sand on the floor, telling that there were particles of iron on it. I might look for them, with my eyes and search for them with my clumsy fingers but the gloved hands of the clown was upbraiding my head… causing my hair strands hurt.

             The Joker gained his roly-poly and rollicking rocking Maro, Timothy, Lok and Raphael in just one rodeo roguish high kick flare, making him run the exit and barred us inside the school chapel.

            “What did you’ve done Maro! I thought we have him!” Raphael marshy boosting up the lewd steel bars, yet his lanky wimp physic can’t unlock the barricade.

            Aqueous of with sweet sweat, Raphael helplessly bigoted down the floor and doped with heckle, cladding his fedora hat and billow it as a fan.

            “What is that smell?” Lok vindicated. There’s the sovereign shock of Smokey sully in the consolidated incense air from the near distance.

 

 

            And it’s coming from ’a burning altar.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WHEN AIDAN WAS FIFTEEN, Stephen and his family moved to Alabama, he wondered whatever happened to them.

            “Let’s bow our heads in prayer.” The minister said, interrupting his reminiscing.

            When Stephen heard the Amen, he knew exactly what was going on. He was going to spend the evening at the Saint Michael’s near the Travis Lane. If he took it easy, he knew they could make it.

            Before the 17:00 hour began, Stephen pulled out his drive in Lansing. As mile after mile passed, he wondered if the little white cupboard school with its bell tower would still be decorated with wreath hanging on its windows.

            After he stopped in corner Grayling Street, he can abbreviate that his companion was sactifinely faultless.

            It was decorated with red fire garlands, corroborated all with wrath plenteously.  

           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

AND LIKE THE LIGHT THAT COMES WITH THE FIRE, we are grounded, thus, making an ancillary way to explain the work being done by the artisans.

           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ON ANSELM’S PUTRID MIND, IT WAS AN ITERATE OF HIS 16TH BIRTHDAY NOOSE INSIDE A BURNING HOUSE IN OHIO…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NEXT CHAPTER… Episode 30: Nineteen.

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 29: Two Catholics

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INTO EACH LIFE, RAIN MUST FELL. But why does it have to happen when your car window is stuck open?

            Its piano lessons again for me. This time, much more playing. Since I’m the one who’s paying. That’s why I drove myself to the address scribbled in the neon green note that Kaycee pliably dispersed on me at the hospital.

            Maybe I’m in for a hard ball, when I’m climbing our family tree; there are always a few rotten limbs, like an old fashion woman’s ways and I think the libbers blew it. It’s not my job to do men’s work, but to tell them how to do it.

            Making fashion statement today is okay, if your clothes know what they’re talking about. As I choose where my beat up Firebird want’s to clout… there are fork roads that prefaces the temporary home that I have to felt.

            I remember the last time my sister served Craig a cup of hot Choco and some dainty cookies.

            “What do you think of the cookies?” She asked Craig.

“Well, Abe.” He replied, “They’re very good, but they taste small.”

            It is, in this marble house with white two Hyatt exigent pillars.
 
 
“YOU CAME.” MARO EXCLAIMED.
            “Yes. But, I didn’t made it because of my promise.” I exclaimed.
 
TIMOTHY’S BEAUTIFULE EYES WERE OFTEN THE SUBJECT OF ADMIRING EXCLAMATIONS when he was a little fellow. On his fourth thanksgiving in the Americas, we were gathered around the table as I explained to my seven year old nice that I gave a dollar to each of my fourteen younger cousins on their birthdays, increasing the gift to two dollars when someone reaches a two digit number.
            “When I reach a three-digit age,” she asked, “will you give me three dollars?”
            “Yes,” I agreed, “if I’m still around when you reach 100, I’ll be gladly give you three dollars for your birthday!”
            Everybody went into a contagious buss, as the kindred jeer of one, puss the corner edifice of the lavish town house of van Hemlok’s realm. Greta and I, along with the Wilkinson brothers, were eating dinner in one of Lafayette lined with Spanish moss laden oaks and blooming azalea’s archaic portioned suburban subdivisions here in Graceland. The antebellum period produced most of Sothern’s charming regional architectures which by evokes memories of the old south. My mother, Felicity, and I, along with our other two relatives, stopped in a house that specializes in barbecue. My mom grabbed some ribs parcelled at the dinner’s lazy Suzy apricot table. Along with my friends, whose Maro is a vegetarian, never seen rib before. When they were served, Maro my dear one said, “Anselm, could I please have one of your sticks?”
            We all chuckle n’ muckle, ignited that it was one of those gay jokes that Maro endemically do as a covah’ for his own Chickasaw of fogginess.
             But he never show any signs of predilection.
            My friends and I were having some time at the back porch with the pre-deceased Nathan Buck. We noticed an elderly couple talking to each other in sign language with their hands. Immediately, buck got their attention and made some hand signals.
            “What did you do?” I asked.
            “I said,” referring to Nathan, “Jesus loves you. I learned it in vacation bible school.”
            “You attended bible school? Are you high in bath salts again?” the owner of the house brag-bored.
            “Lok, don’t be jealous. I know for certain that you want’ah rustle inside my Sunday class.” Miriam, from the busier than ever kerygma credo of not invited guest, managed to get around at the antique chops at the porch and joined the six boys for a fleet of sketchiness. She was handling a pecan of pistachio salad in a bowl and looking for things to put in her mucky fur-laden butthole in this catty’s picture. She found an old rattan rocking chair. It was, too battered to put her bum in, yet she ineptly insisted.
            Those lazy summer hours had passed and soon cold winds will sting. The sumac’s crimson will not last, and then no longer crickets sing. As the boys decided to have the crowd applauds and made it an evening. While I sit and feeling rather flat… it’s hard to get all starry eyed about someone who baby sat me like a Betty sexton in sixty.
            The fruit stands show pumpkins, ripe and round. And wine red apples. I should gather a few. The porch was now emptied of their golden grain, the fields knows only one black  crow, and I my then girlfriend Greta’s mother, Miriam Satin Claire.

            The Marion kirsch hit me with an idea. With a little repair and some paint, the rocker would be restored. At this point, my artistic avenue opened. The next day will never be a next, while Greta daubed away in the kitchen; I began working on the rattan rocker in Lok’s garage studio. It turned out quite well.  Sticky stain paint and a bright red cushion produced miracles. It would make a perfect Christmas gift for me.
            While the autumn days have come again, it looks like I might say something to my leading lady, but she can’t reply… as the duck tapes in her bare hands and red lipstick mouth makes it hard.
            Inspired from my first success, I bought a scarves’ shaving mirror for Miriam. I refinished it beautifully. The fine, deep grained walnut surface glistened after removing several layers of dirty paint. Then, I restored the trunk for her and replaced the whole of ancient furniture’s.
            A doll for my supposedly future mother in law.

ON THE DAY THAT I WOULD MEET CHAMOMILE  AT THE SWAN LAKE, TO GIVE HER A PRESENT, MY FIRST OFFICIAL PRESENT AS HER BOYFRIEND- A RING, A PROMISE RING OF MY LOVE AND SUPPORT,  I GOT A NOTE FROM A PIGEON, THAT CAME FROM THE PEACH TREE WHERE I CARVED A HEART ON ITS BARK SAYING ANSELM AND GRETA FOREVER… THAT I DID,  WHEN WE ARE STILL TOGETHER… WHEN I CAN STILL TOUCH HER… WHEN I CAN STILL FEAR HER PRESENCE. 
THE BIRD SLOWLY DOCKED ON MY LEFT SHOULDER.
I GENTLY OPENED THE SMALL YELLOW ENVELOPE AND SAW A FAMILIAR HAND-WRITING, “I KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO MY MOM… YOU RAPIST!…
                                                                                  LOVE, AND HATE- GRETA”
 NEXT CHAPTER… Episode 30: Biting The Hand That Feeds You.

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 28: What Dwells In Man

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PRESENT DAY…

 

JEROME DAVID SALINGER, ALSO KNOWN AS J. D. Salinger, Born at New York City on the day of 1919 new year’s eve, established his own reputation on a basis of a single novel… the Catcher In The Rye, successfully published in 1915.

The principal character, Holden Caulfield epitomized the growing pains of a struggling and exhausted generation of high school and college students teenage rebellion. Originally published for adults, it has since become popular with adolescent readers for its themes of teenage angst, and alienation. It has been translated into almost all of the world’s major languages. Around 250,000 copies are sold each year with total sales of more than 65 million books. the novel was included in time’s 2005 list of the 100 best English-language novels written since 1923, and it was named by Modern Library and its readers as one of the 100 best English Language Novels of the 20th Century. It has been frequently challenged in the United States and other countries in the United States and other countries for its liberal use of profanity and portrayal of sexuality. It also deals with complex issues of identity, belonging, connection, and alienation.

The majority of the novel takes place over two days in December 1949. Seventeen-year-old Holden Caulfield, the book’s narrator and protagonist, addresses the reader directly from a hospital in Southern California, recounting the events leading up to his breakdown the previous December. 

            Holden begins his story at Pencey Prep, an exclusive private school in Agerstown, Pennsylvania on the Saturday afternoon of the traditional football game with school rival, Saxon Hall. Holden misses the game. As manager of the fencing team, he managed to lose the team’s equipment on the subway in New York that morning, resulting in the cancellation of a match. He is on his way to the home of his history teacher, Mr. Spencer, to say good-bye. Holden has been expelled and is not to return after Christmas break, which starts the following Wednesday. Spencer is a well-meaning but long-winded old man. Much to Holden’s annoyance, he reads aloud his history examination paper, in which Holden wrote a note to Spencer so that his teacher would not feel badly about failing him in the subject.

            Holden returns to his dorm, which is quiet because most of the students are still at the football game. Wearing his new red hunting cap, he begins a book, but his reverie is temporary. First, his dorm neighbor Ackley disturbs him, then later, he argues with his roommate, Stradlater, who fails to appreciate a composition that Holden wrote for him about Holden’s late brother Allie’s baseball glove. A womanizer, Stradlater has just returned from a date with Holden’s old friend Jane Gallagher. Holden is distressed because he is scared that Stradlater might have taken advantage of Jane. Stradlater does not appreciate Jane in the manner in which Holden does; he even misstates Jane’s name as ‘Jean.’ The two roommates fight, and Stradlater wins easily. Holden decides at this point that he has had enough of Pencey Prep, and catches a train to New York, where he plans to stay in a hotel until Wednesday, when his parents expect him to return home for Christmas vacation.

            He checks into the dilapidated Edmont Hotel. After observing the behavior of the “perverts” in the hotel room facing his, he struggles with his own sexuality. He states that although he has had opportunities to lose his virginity, the timing never felt right and he was always respectful when a girl said, ‘no.’ He spends an evening dancing with three tourist women in their thirties from Seattle in the hotel lounge, and enjoys dancing with one, but ends up with only the check. He finds it slightly frustrating because the women seem unable to carry a conversation. Following a disappointing visit to Ernie’s Nightclub in Greenwich Village, Holden agrees to have a prostitute, Sunny, visit his room. His attitude toward the girl changes the minute she enters the room, because she seems to be about the same age as Holden and he starts to view her as a person. Holden becomes uncomfortable with the situation, and when he tells her that all he wants to do is talk, she becomes annoyed and leaves. Even though he still pays her for her time, she returns with her pimp Maurice, and demands more money. Despite the fact that Sunny takes five dollars from Holden’s wallet, Maurice punches Holden in the stomach.

After a short sleep, Holden telephones Sally Hayes, a familiar date, and agrees to meet her that afternoon to go to a play. Meanwhile, Holden leaves the hotel, checks his luggage at Grand Central Station, and has a late breakfast. He meets two nuns, one an English teacher, with whom he discusses Romeo and Juliet. Holden shops for a special record, “Little Shirley Beans,” for his 10-year-old sister, Phoebe. He spots a small boy singing “if a body catch a body coming thru the rye”, which somehow makes him feel less depressed. After seeing the play with Sally featuring Broadway stars Alfred Lunt and Lynn Fontanne, the two go skating at Radio City, and while drinking Coke, Holden impulsively invites Sally to run away with him to the wilderness. She declines and her response deflates Holden’s mood, prompting his remark: “You give me a royal pain in the ass, if you want to know the truth.” He regrets it immediately, and Sally storms off as Holden follows, pleading with her to accept his apology. Finally, Holden gives up and leaves her there, sees the Christmas show at Radio City Music Hall, endures a movie, and gets very drunk. Throughout the novel, Holden has been worried about the ducks in the lagoon at Central Park. He tries to find them but only manages to break Phoebe’s record in the process. Exhausted physically and mentally, he heads home to see his sister.

Holden’s time in the city is characterized largely by drunkenness and loneliness. He thinks about the Museum of Natural History, which he often visited as a child. He contrasts his evolving life with the statues of Eskimos in a diorama: while the statues have remained unchanged through the years, he and the world have not. These concerns may have stemmed largely from the death of his brother, Allie. Eventually, he sneaks into his parents’ apartment while they are out, to visit his younger sister—and close friend—Phoebe, the only person with whom he seems to be able to communicate. Holden shares a fantasy he has been thinking about (based on a mishearing of Robert Burns’ Comin Through The Rye) he pictures himself as the sole guardian of a group of children running and playing in a huge rye field on the edge of a cliff. His job is to catch the children if, in their abandon, they come close to falling off the brink, to be a “catcher in the rye.” Because of this misinterpretation, Holden believes that to be a “catcher in the rye” means to save children from losing their innocence.

            When his parents come home, Holden slips out and seeks out his former and much-admired English teacher, Mr. Antolini, who offers advice on life and a place to sleep. Mr. Antolini tells Holden that it is the mark of the mature man to live humbly for a cause, rather than die nobly for it. This is at odds with Holden’s ideas of becoming a “catcher in the rye,” symbolically saving children from the evils of adulthood. During the speech on life, Mr. Antolini has a number of cocktails served in highball glasses. Holden is upset when he wakes up in the night to find Mr. Antolini patting his head in a way that he regards as flitty. Confused and uncertain, he leaves and spends his last afternoon wandering the city. He later wonders if his interpretation of Mr. Antolini’s actions was actually correct, and seems to wonder how much it matters anyway.

            Holden makes the decision that he will head out west and live as a deaf-mute. When he mentions these plans to his little sister Monday morning, she wants to go with him. Holden declines her offer, which upsets Phoebe, so Holden decides not to leave after all. He tries to cheer her up by taking her to the central park zoo and as he watches her ride the zoo’s carousel, he is filled with happiness and joy at the sight of Phoebe riding in the rain. At the conclusion of the novel, Holden decides not to mention much about the present day, finding it inconsequential. He alludes to “getting sick” and living in a mental hospital, and mentions that he’ll be attending another school in September; he relates how he has been asked whether he will apply himself properly to his studies this time around and wonders whether such a question has any meaning before the fact. Holden says that he doesn’t want to tell us anything more, because surprisingly he found himself missing two of his former classmates, Stradlater and Ackley, and even Maurice, the pimp who punched him. He warns the reader that telling others about their own experiences will lead them to miss the people who shared them.

In 1960 a teacher was fired for assigning the novel in class; he was later reinstated.  Between 1961 and 1982, The Catcher in the Rye was the most censored book in high schools and libraries in the United States. In 1981 it was both the most censored book and the second most taught book in public schools in the United States.  According to the American Library Association, The Catcher in the Rye was the tenth most frequently challenged book from 1990 to 1999. It was one of the ten most challenged books of 2005 and although it had been off the list for three years, it reappeared in the list of most challenged books of 2009. The challenges generally begin with Holden’s frequent use of vulgar language,  with other reasons including sexual references, blasphemy, undermining of family values and moral codes,  Holden’s being a poor role model,  encouragement of rebellion, and promotion of drinking, smoking, lying, and promiscuity. Often the challengers have been unfamiliar with the plot itself. Shelley Keller-Gage, a high school teacher who faced objections after assigning the novel in her class, noted that the challengers “are being just like Holden… They are trying to be catchers in the rye.” A reverse effect has been that this incident caused people to put themselves on the waiting list to borrow the novel, when there were none before.

    Several shootings have been associated with the novel, including Robert John Bardo’s shooting of Rebecca Schaeffer and John Hinckley, Jr.’s assassination attempt on Ronald Reagan. Following Mark David Chapman’s shooting of John Lennon, Chapman was arrested with his worn personal copy of the book, inside which he had scribbled, “Dear Holden Caulfield, From Holden Caulfield, This is my statement”.

In 2009 Salinger successfully sued to stop the U.S. publication of a novel that presents Holden Caulfield as an old man. The novel’s author, Fredrik Colting, commented, “Call me an ignorant Swede, but the last thing I thought possible in the U.S. was that you banned books.” The issue is complicated by the nature of Colting’s book, 60 Years Later: Coming through the Rye, which has been compared to fan fiction. Although commonly not authorized by writers, no legal action is usually taken against fan fiction since it is rarely published commercially and thus involves no profit. Colting, however, has published his book commercially.

Unauthorized fan fiction on The Catcher in the Rye existed on the Internet for years without any legal action taken by Salinger before his death.

Before that, Salinger had released only a few short stories and novelettes, one of those “A Perfect Day Of Bananafish” which appeared in the New Yorker in 1949. Since then, it introduces the readers to the Glass Family, who subsequently figured in Franny and Zooey which came out in 1961, and in Raise High The Roof Beam, Canpenters And Saymour; An Introduction (1963), then published in a single volume.

Those which Salinger wishes to preserve are collected in Nine Stories, released in 1953, of his 35 published books are included… and 32 of those created by his senior, are being kept in quarters inside the rusky Armadio della Vergogna in which Wichita gave me as a behindhand present for my 17th birthday. It’s a wooden cabinet discovered in 1994 inside a large storage room in Palazzo Cesi-Gaddi, Rome which, at the time, housed the chancellery of the military attorney’s office. The cabinet contained an archive of 695 files documenting war crimes perpetrated on Italian soil under fascist rule and during Nazi occupation after the September 8, 1943 armistice between the allied forces and the Italian troops. The actions described in the records spanned several years and took place in various areas of the country, from the southern city of Acerra to the northern province of Trieste and as far east as the Balkans; it remains unclear, to this day, how the archive remained concealed for so long, and who gave the order to hide the files in the immediate post-war period.

And like what those taken and acquired by the Wilkinson Brothers, those had been paid off… thanks to those, I have my Galaxy S3 right now in my hands. Speaking of my begrimed hands, in heretofore, I’ve already coached to culminate the whole book.

This is all I want right? up until now, I still annexed those batching and devolving feelings of bitter pill. 

Outside chance of Salinger, Raphael are unable to prepare for the worse. Because some of the committed letters of Nathan to my cousin was being held by the Joker himself. Igniting with rage of possibilities, a clown with big red smile of a slippy- flitty lipstick wont snoop around and keep the letters inside the fireplace. Most likely, the ring master would send it to Salerno, drink a draught of wine from Campania and compass a sun tan in one of the beautiful beaches of Capri.

 And perhaps sleep outside the garden. A garden which is owned by my lackadaisical cousin.

the Joker looked down in his hands, it was full of dirt and dark ashes. Sunderly wound, this is the time for a new pair of white Turino gloves.

SIX MONTHS AGO…

 

AFTER RETIRING FROM’A SHORT LIVED CAREER AS AN IRON WORKER IN WISCONSIN, Stephen and his brother Aidan went south to become winter Alabaman. They joined thousands and hundreds of other OAP’s, concubinage travel packers and others seeking the path of the gold rush in the Mediterranean climate of Graceland- Appalachian area.

They enjoyed fishing at the SwanLake, deer hunting and other activities provided by the good weather. After several snowing, Aidan and Stephen noticed the owners of large gardens that after harvesting their produce, they were plowing under a lot of leftover vegetables. Aidan, convinced the local social service organizations that there was a potential no cost food supply available for needy persons by picking the leavings. He proposed that some of his friends in the BeachwoodHigh School will provide the labor.

Growers worried about liability claims if the younger volunteers will be injured. Aidan averred to personally supervise the project in the fields to minimized problems. Howbeit enough, workers carry long sharp knives for the feat and as the outline goes by, it has been a tremendous failure. There had been circumstances beyond one’s control.

At the time that, Jennifer Body lost her left hand. She cuts herself while gleaning some lady fingers to harvest. As her brothers family is now a close knit, their togetherness is no ifs and’s or buts like a Virginia Mock. They even go places together- even one car is in the shop.

He regretted hitching up our late father’s trailer, in the act of the half half of Rio Grande’s flood taken the towers elder Center and the Colonias del Valle, it made him realize that picking is fun… Making the whimper kids a nearby attraction. But for the information that someone is hating you, made me miss my old self- when kids grow up and leave the nest to face the world’s hard clip, some parents weep and wish they’d stay.

While others change the locks.

 

 

 

BECAUSE CHAMOMILE AND I took painting lessons last week, our campaign for the class presidency will be done early this year. Every person on our list will get something hand painted, dated and signed.

At the first class of oil painting for Dadaism beginners, the teacher placed a bouquet of wild flowers on a desk and we painted them on canvas. It was obvious that Chamomile was quite talented; her bluebonnets looked real enough to touch. Mine we’re little blobs of blue paint. The petals on her white daisies almost moved by the wind, mine resembled circle of shiny white teeth on a long stem.

I appreciated Chamomile’s silence regarding my artistic talent. I had a lot to learn about oil painting. And I was determined to master it. I wasn’t discouraged however, and envisioned Monet’s beautiful scenes on October’s kitchen calendar. I visited the Birmingham Museum of Art and studied the masters. First from a distance, then up close, trying to learn how they achieved the effect. I read the life of van Gogh and bought a poster created by Toulouse-Lautrec. No doubt about it. I am really into art.

Meanwhile, Chamomile kept on finishing the wild flowers and started working the azalea bush across the street in preparation for our next class when Maro came to our class room. “What? A 160 kilometer ride down here at Birmingham. What came to your senses Maro?”

“Dude, you should come to me right now. Timothy needs the four of us.” Maro paused for a while, and then continued. “He almost got the black bag.”

 “The Wilkinson Brothers, why?” Chamomile turned from painting at her canvas. “Hey faggot! My man first have to do me and this shaggy brown haired dog to reproduce in his plaintext so if you’re planning for an argy, forget it, because Anselm is busy in his painting craft. Understand that gay astro boy.”

“What is your problemo bitch daughter of John Lennon? Why are you so stubborn at the boys?”

Chamomile’s rendition of the dog was outstanding and looked younger and more alert than the actual model. My artwork was barely distinguishable from’a rag. In fact, my picture looked like a rug with two large, yellow eyes. But, after al’, it was only my second lesson. I wasn’t ready to give up. I remembered the struggles of van Gogh. And after seeing what the Wilkinson Brother’s can do to chamomile and her temper, even though its affronting inside, now that Chamomile and I was commissioned to each other, I’ve decided to become a modern artist and my work didn’t have to resemble anything specifically- which it didn’t. “Maro, I think you should leave us alone. Thank you for the visit but please dear friend, bro, go back to Graceland up north.” I made a sigh. “I’m tired of all about this shit.” I said in a separate, stronger tone.

Maro, blank staring, shook his head and bang-shut the door when he went away.

The following weeks produced startling results for Chamomile. She finished the picture of a dog and a beautiful profile of our classmate Wichita, accenting her pretty face and ignoring her double chin. Her boyfriend Keegan later bought it for ten dollars.

The seascape chamomile painted at lesson number five was nice enough to hang in her apartment in Birmingham. That is, after I removed someone’s versions of Custer’s last stand to make a room for it.

 After seeing the seascape, her best friend Maui asked my girlfriend to do an interior scene for her. She likes old things and wanted antiques such as the spinning wheels in it. She didn’t ask me to do a thing since I was a modern painter.

When I thought everything had changed and I was blithely enjoys the company of this sexy girls and helping to move the stuff’s of Maui’s apartment loft in Graceland to hang a Juan Luna painting. When it suddenly, my hands, went shaking.

As I felt pain in my stomach and rolled down the wooden staircase.

The last thing I saw before I faint are my hands- glowing in the dark and blinking like a yellow stoplight.

 

 

 

 

I THINK IT WAS MY FIFTH TIME I woke up in a white room full of hot nurses in alabaster silk uniforms. Graceland General Hospital already seems a second home. That is, when Kaycee entered my wad and took my vital signs.

            “How’s my patient?” She made a weird, gleemy sight… which is a normal of her.

            “Ah, I’m fine. I’ve just thrown from the third floor of a house down to basement.” I said in exaggeration.

            Kaycee, made a freak laugh. “What I mean is, about this.” She then put her ball point in her chest.

            “I’m already okay Kaycee, you should bother your boyfriend Jeremias… which is my younger brother… and that’s weird. Why don’t you find a guy who’s more of your age?” I said, chidingly.

            She made a smirk and checked my blood pressure. “110 over 120. What is the last thing that you ate?”

            “Fried chicken from McDonalds? You are freaking weird of a cougar Kaycee!”

            “I’m just being a nurse. Besides, I know Jeremias can take care of himself.”

            “Too much for a guy who died once.”

            Kaycee momentarily halts writing on her blue book and spaciously glares, made me opine that I was about to get jostled. “Don’t push the people who loves you away.” She wrote down something in a piece of sticky pad, and furtively hanged it on my nose.

            “What is this? Our secret theist hideout?”

            “Maro told me to knack you to go to that address. Your friends needs you

Anselm.” Kaycee turned around before she can open the door of my hospital ward. “Do you miss your mom Anselm?”

            “Nope, for goodness sake, Felicity tried to kill me.”

            “Your real mom.”

            I deemed for a second, surmising that this is a trick question. “I never met that woman Kaycee, I would never know.”

            “What if I tell you that I know where she is? Would you take the bait?”

            Stemming from her seven last words, I’m now certainly sure that this is a trick question. “Forget it Kaycee!”

 

 

            What if she really knows where my mother is?

 

 

 

IN THE DUNGEON OF THE HORTALEZA CASTLE SOMEWHERE IN THE BLACK FOREST IN BAVARIA, A SLEEPING BEAUTY WAS ABOUT TO WAKE UP.

            “Belle, you have a visitor.” A blonde Vestal Virgin said, opening the locks on the cage of Belle Canto. A tall guy who wears a black hood entered… iced, and just looking at the pair of chains in her hands and feet.

            Belle, put on a happy expression… ever hard even she had wounds in her lips and on its sides. She crawls, expressing tenderness and takes in one’s arm the legs of the man who slant close to her. “My son, you came here to save me. You never know how I’ve dreamed of this moment to come Anselm.”

           

 

 

            “IT IS NOT ANSELM, BELLE… IT’S TRISTAN, THE OTHER SON THAT YOU’VE LET DYING IN THE FIRE IN YOUR CRAIG’S HOUSE.”

 

 

 

NEXT CHAPTER… Episode 29: Two Catholics.

            

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 27: Upside Down

Upside down house in Trassenheide in Germany

Upside down house in Trassenheide in Germany

FIRST OF ALL,I want to say to you that I’m sorry, for anything  that I’ve said, for everything that I did, and for being weak, naive and inconsistent. i know that I was the one to be blamed, that i didn’t took care that much of the friendship that I had with you. I was careless and unreasonable.

I wish I was wiser, I really wish I was then a thinker. Counting my steps as I try to be a great friend. But that was so long ago, everything has changed.

I want to thank you. I’m grateful that you had been a part of my life. You treated me like a brother and for the very least; I felt I had someone to be proud of. You had been an integral part of my growing up. Yet, I ruined all of those good things that were left.

I’m not hoping to win you back, our friendship. I just want to say that, I’m so sorry… over and over again…

 

 

 

Raphael wasn’t able to continue reading the letter that Nathan gave him before he died. He heard a scream noise coming from somewhere… someplace nearby. He heard it again, this time, it is louder and he’s sure where it is in prospect from.

              “Roan!”

As lightning strikes the Maude Greek house of the other Boleyn girl, at the beginning of the month of March, the misnomer of the selfsame ineptness of this dark hour made him zero, tokenistic of the incubus to come.

Dexter, party of one. Watching Carrie and other American horror stories tomahawks his titters, never helps in making him asleep. Raphael should put his TV back in his closet where it belongs.

Too bad, the toad-master called him in the middle of the night, with a bloodletting toe nail tithing in tirade of his tip-top sandals. He don’t judge, but he should keep the espy involve, to ride on a tobogganed, to fall rapidly in value. Three days ago, they’re just talking at the school’s cafeteria… about her stupid idea of proclaiming the world about her love for Chamomile. Now, she’s gone, peaking at the turboprop of Roan’s jelessy of windows, shuttered glass. Now, that Anselm and Chamomile are together, forever, what can be lost with her?

                Maybe her life. Roan’s vatos life standing in a brownstone, defacing the garden perhaps with Danish 18th century furnishings and kilims on the parquet floor and some distasteful abstract expressionism paintings on the walls, Raphael entered thy room by the window. The broken window. Then, he walks through the red stains across her warm bodice, and sat out at the big swivelly chair, reclining on a divan at her side.

                He can sell those fitzy Tudor styled wyncotte lasso’s 1920′s folkloric looking weaving on the free wall and a bookshelf… of dreamy books made from ficus tree. Spankin’ bacon, sleep tight my little princess, Dad’s have to steal those virgin recalcitrance of puffs up lotus blossom pellets with a bream of a man eating hat.

Raphael should get those draping before the cops arrive and put the yellow line under the old oak tree…

 

 

 

“CROSSING THE ENGLISH CHANNEL IS MY DREAM AS A SWIMMER, yet as a poet, whenever I find my old poem book and I read it to you when you get out there, its chockablock of rhymes makes me wish that I’m a different person. Someone came from the Tuscany or Piedmont region or anywhere that is romantic. I want to be a simple farm boy, playing the violin, holding my girlfriend’s hand and wishing that it would always be this way…”

                     “Anselm, that’s so sweet. But I don’t understand.” chamomile said in between telling everyone to vote for me and warmongering the walls by punching thumb tax at the posters of me. As we all know, for Raphael’s sake, I can’t back-out of the campaign. I’m thinking about his reputation at the student council. Being as one of the incumbent council members.

                    “Don’t mind me love, I’m just tired of all of this wam-pum. You know that I’m not ready for this election. Raphael just threatened me, he almost cried warding me to go for it and run for the presidency.”

                    “Don’t say that, the voters can hear you.” Chamomile shook the passing cheerleader’s hands. “Vote for Anselm! Look, don’t worry babe, all you need is to smile and be approachable as say those three little words.”

                    “I love you?” Attempting to be captivating, I held her hand. “I love you Chamomile.”

                    “No, it’s not that, the three words are ‘vote for me’, but thanks Anselm.” She leaned closer and kissed me. “I love you back. I love you more.”

                    I gazed at her intently. “You never gave up on me. I’m so grateful that you gave me a fresh start, you fixed my broken heart. A broken heart left by Greta and all of the uncertainties of this city.”

Chamomile, teary eyed, touched my face. “I wanna be loved Anselm.”

                   “Here the lover birds are.” Timothy joining us, still wearing his last night’s internship uniform. “Bro, I’ll just take a brief shower at the locker room. Then, I’ll help you putting up some posters.”

                  “Thanks, you can also give some flyers to the other students of Beachwood.” Chamomile decisively said, lashing out at Timothy.

                   “Okay Chamomile.” I clad between the two burning rocks pirouetting at each other. “You looked too early for the Montgomery Hotel, wanna changed that chef’s coat?”

Timothy shrugged. “You know that I need this school credit right? for my college application at  Le Cordon Bleu College of Culinary Arts in Seattle, it is my dream school since third grade. I didn’t get much sleep dude, the sues chef kept asking me to peel tomatoes and onions throughout the whole night.”

                 “Your parents, what about them? they want you to become a cardiologist.”

                 “Anselm, my Arabian mom fully understands me enough to pull this all out, eventually, my Singaporean dad would soon realize it. Anyway, I’m looking for Raphael, where is that dog?”

                 “Dunno, we’re campaigning all day here.”

                 “Okay, I think I’ll just ask Maro or Lok. Have to go.”

                 “Sure.” Timothy, pauper from a peerage of pellagra stress was about to falter when a cascading Maro pushes himself from the crowd with Lok.

                 “Anselm, do you know what happened last night?” Lok said first. “To Roan? She was killed!”

                 “What!” I made a long intended pause, “does everyone knows that already?”

The endless whispers and blackberry tweeting squandered the misspent spite of air that is, an squeamish answer to that question. I turned to Chamomile, noticing a peevish embitterment.

She jump off, creating a befouling scene that is partly unusual and partly… predictable.

Then a thought came to my mind, as a covering of the conclave goes in contiguous, with Roan’s loss… I only got one more contender to dispatch.

 

 

A good grace of the reality… a very bad fantasm of an idea.

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             PRESENT DAY…

 

GONE BY THE HAND OF CLOCK, pointing at 10:00 PM, all of the passengers had been checked by the medics when two German police went to my spot in the shed. “You’re Mr. Anselm Nichols right? I think someone knows you here.” Said by the taller one, his brown hair slightly balding at the back.

               Another police officer went to his way, holding a man in black hood with cuffs on his hands”This boy repeatedly says that he’s your friend.” the second officer said, slightly reminds me of Lok.

              As I had a cleared glimpse of the man behind the cloak, the police officer number one uttered, “better talk toa this man, he’s not the iron man to shield himself in front of a moving train.”

             “What are you doing Raphael?!” I said when the cops leaved us alone.

             “Don’t go to the Stuttgart Art Expo, the Joker want’s to mess with you. He shouldn’t be trusted!” He said in a shivering monotone.

            “He already messed our whole lives!”

            “I should know it better!” My cousin shouted. “I was helping that Joker weed!” Raphael started crying this is the first time I’ve seen my friend doing this meliorating stuff… since he is a stiff show off… often in momento, a metal of the metal tough.

 

 

           He then continued… “At the White Island in the Pacific, I was the one who really killed Nathan.”

 

 

           Now, the biggest white lie reveled himself.

 

 

 

NEXT CHAPTER… EPISODE 28: What Dwells In Man?

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 26: Steam-room Stories

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PRESENT TIME…

IN OVID’S GREATEST POETIC ACHIEVEMENT, he vividly complexified in the metamorphoses to isolate love as the agent of change.

                Where a straightforward correspondence can be set up between the humanity of roman gods, the minor deities and demigods and how they barely scratches the Lares of and exeptionale humane minds, there are what we call heart. Beneath the cosmos of its day to day activity of nourishing our cells, veins of cupboards and senses there is a Frey of unresolved mythology, in which it’s the primordial tinder of our felonious feelings and joust emotions.

                I was looking at a c. 1000 AD bronze statue of the Norse god, whose name means thunder, clutches the magical hammer that symbolizes his power. Towering at four feet tall, life-like, almost makes me filidh with friggs of nervousness.  Situated at the left wing of the Metropolitan Museum of Arts, I was wasting my time in waiting for my connecting flight to Frankfurt am Main international airport, where I should met the Joker, for the first time, finally.

                It’s not like I’m not interested in arts, but the Celtic exhibit of Met makes me a creeper for it reminds me of the drama, horror, and pains that brought by the witches and warlocks, sinners and liars of Graceland.

                I was reading a dialogue in the description box of the statue when I was scoft and stunned when someone from nowhere touched my shoulder. “…Sometimes in the middle ages, it was used by the early Germanic people as a worship idol, predominantly by the witches of the black forest.” Lok reads the card on the glass encasement carefully. “…Where newborn babies and mistletoes had been sacrificed at the pyre.”

                “Let’s go Anselm.” Raphael gave me my black handbag. “The plane won’t wait for us.”

                 “I already called a cab.” Maro flabbergasted. “It’s my firs time here in New York and I never thought Met is sooo hugeeeee!-“

                Timothy cuts Maro short. “Danny and Detective Stephen is waiting for us in JFK, are you with us?”

                “Yes… I am.”

 

 

SIX MONTHS AGO… PRIOR TO SIX MONTHS NOW.

IT ALREADY PASSED FIVE O’CLOCK, THAT MEANS WE’RE ALREADY MISSED OUR FLIGHT. I was loosing hope when she fondled me and like magic, all of my hermetic worries dauntlessly concaved, dissembled from my weak self.

                Identical to what the book of Genesis manifest, written by Moses sometime inured in Anon Domini in chapter 1 verse 3… And God said, “Let there be light.”

                And there was light.

 

 

 

WHEN GOD SAW THAT THE LIGHT WAS GOOD… he separated the light from the darkness. He called the light day. And the darkness he called night.

                And there was evening.

                And there was morning.

                And it was the first day.

                It was the first day that I heed back, hence recollects all the thoughts that I’ve thought was forgotten. Or I should say, it was compelled out of me. Disconcertingly forced to be deconstructed through disagreement on doctrine or practice resulting in a regrouping into separate parts.

                By a forceful schism of nature.

                 And like an expanse between the waters , to separate water from water, the electricity came back with a bolt and the elevator door opened and swallowed the rushing office workers in a blinding vision chimera of suit and ties.

                The two of us compressed backwards, pinned at the wall, with hands intertwined and laughing at the nonsense cynically rejecting insensitive psycho-pathological assumptions that governs the adult world.

                “Craig, I can’t do this. Not to Anselm.”

                I held back, turning to Greta. She’s wearing weird skullcandy headphones in pink cow prints. The sea of people in black over-all makes a good cover from the mashing truth that can destruct us… and everyone. That includes I.

                “What’s the difference?”

                “No, not this time. This mind games can ruin my family.”

                “I’ve given you your family.”

                “Don’t talk like God.”

                “I was, whenever I’m with you. Abe, you are stuck with me and my lies. So don’t try to tell Anselm the truth.”

                “That he came from a testube, a product of a post apocalyptic experiment by some freak witch scientist weirdoes? I know what it can do to us and I know that it’s bad.”

                “Just do your job as the Joker. Those kids, they only need a little bit of fear in their hearts and soon enough, they would be even thankful. A vain sacrifice baby, because in the end, it’ll be worth the tears.”

               

 

PRESENT DAY…

IT USED TO BE VERY EASY TO REMEMBER THINGS, events and even some relapses in my tired memory. But when you know that someone had gusted a spell in you to forget your fears, perturbs and disturbances, will you take that apple from a wart-skinned witch and be a skeptic Cinderella to slumber… forever?

                On my dream-sluggy memory, the elevator, doors agape widely causing panicky to my stomach.

                Yet on this day, the Colton dash of voracious fanatical anxiety made me choke… dropped on the front lawn.

                As well as my unfinished book that I hardly read, the catcher in the rye, stained by the crow droppings on the ground zero.

 

 

A RIVETING VINTAGE FLORENCE KNOLL DESK,  a diebenkorn,  a leather le Corbusier sofa bed, a salt water tank full of tiny angel fish caught in Saint Helena and a six feet Italia mirror framed with Romanov woodwork filled the entire room of Roan. Wearing a white gown, she made an announcement with her bobcat cut hair screaming revenge.

                At exactly 12:00 midnight, holding a white candle… like the allegory torches in which one used to kill her sister Gale as a sacrifice to the brave ones. The Circus Maximus. Then she sang a gospel of the bloody Mary, the ones that the pre-school girls used to psalm to see the future and the man of their dreams.

                But in her case, a woman instead appeared. That says a lot, which explains her… being a lesbian.

                “Any good news from you my dear muffin top?”

                “Aside from your improving 21st century English semantics, I bagged a great deal, something that you would really like Brigit.”

                “I’m listening, go on.”

                “Anselm had already completed the expression spell. He used it to revive his brother. By the help of the nineteen sacrifice, the black sheep can do his purpose, but still…  we are lacking.”

                “No.” Brigit smiled. The kind that can give you terror and smelted agony. “We’re not.”

 

 

NEVER LOVE TOO DEEP, because someday, it will be like a planted tree where the roots are too hard to pull out, yet very difficult to cut off. Never push yourself to the limits, humans do have limitations. Remember that even metals get tired. Rest if you must, but never surrender. Still, there’s a thing about people. That even though how tough they are in your eyes, there will always be a point where you’ll see them as fragile as you can ever be.

I  took the 10:23 train ride from Frankfurt Grand Terminal to Stuttgart, where a box, a package never than now I must fetch. For six entire bravura buckets of fearsome months caused by the Joker, no one can imagine that the lockness monster is still in capable of controlling out lives, like mine. From a seven hour flight to Germany, I got a call from the Joker abruptly as we stepped outside of the airport and into a waitin’ taxi. The voice said in a clairvoyant way that I can’t have Detective Stephen, Danny Tregger, or either of the Wilkinson Boys to be with me in Stuttgart Art Expo, I must go alone to the given spot, for she has something for me.

Waiting for the next train station of Ludwigsburg, the last stop before the city of arts and luxury cars of this central European country, I can feel the couch bumping and grinding throughout the course when the train stopped with a forceful thug that throws passengers all over the area.

 

 

IT LOOKS LIKE WE’VE CRASHED INTO SOMETHING… OR SOMEONE.

 

NEXT CHAPTER… Episode 27: Upside Down.

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 25: Table Time Table

60 round table and chairs

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THEN AND THERE, WE LEFT THE RESTAURANT hired a yellow cab to my most favorite place in the world. At the top of the world.

                We were together for a long time that night, and Greta slept like a baby afterwards. But I couldn’t. I lay in bed with my face inches from hers, and stroked her hair for what must have been an hour or more.

                Looking at her lying there so peacefully made me want to scream and shout. The love that I have for this person makes me convulsive, as breathing made it harder to contain all of my compassions and goad excitements for the future and what life has in stored for the two of us.

                And here’s what happened next. We made love again, and then slept again. In the morning, we woke up with smiles on our faces and a newfound sense of wonder and joyous contentment. After lunch, we went to the elevator to catch our 3:30 afternoon flight back to Graceland, Alabama when a sudden power shortage trapped us inside the conveyor. Beyond the sheer darkness and confused chaotic salience of the two of us alone, the trait that I hate most about myself flourished…

 

“ANSELM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THE TUB? I want to take a bath.” The sun had risen when it finally made clear that I was sleep-walking. Aside from the know knows that I’m already late in school. It wasn’t the rancorous high that made my cold body dinged to get up and face the music of my candy coated lies, but the voice in front of me.

                “Brother, I’m talking to you.”

                “Yeah, I heard you.” I moved a bit from lying down in the tub. “I just can’t believe, that’s because of me, you’re alive.’’

                He, with a blue cotton draped in his broad shoulder, made a familiar smile that had been almost hypnotic… yet unnoticeable, almost had been forgotten. But because of me, he can kept reminding it to me, over and over again.

                “Thanks big bro, now, can I use the bathroom?”

                “Of course Jeremias, of course.”

 

 

 

FAMISHED FROM A FERRET FULL OF SADISTICAL DREAM, the invitation coming from a dining table ample of heavenly breakfast that includes a freshly brewed English coffee, brisling blueberry pancakes straight from the stove, and warm sunshine whereas supple the faces of my most favorite bunch of people; my family.

                “Honey, sit down, I know for a fact that you’re starving.” October offered me a seat in their lofty dining table made from opaque glass and stainless frame acquired from the explicit thrift shop owned by Wichita. At the tender young age of 17, she have already proven herself to the gastronomy of flesh-eating Graceland that she can stand for her own and made a mark at the luster burnish of this place’s waxed interior. But we’re not talking about her, like what Raphael’s step mom said, I’m indeed starving.

                “Anselm, did you slept well?” Naigel asked the minute I sat down. “You looked so… problematic.’’

                “Same old nightmares Uncle N. Same old nightmares.” I pointed at the pancakes, which Jacob unerringly handed me.

                “You know cousin, I already told you to stop worrying.” Raphael had a bite of his Belgian’s. “That’s why I took the initiative to prepare for your candidacy.”

                “What candidacy?” What in the world he’s talking about.

 “I didn’t know such?” Jeremias asked between verifying his Cheerio’s and red tea. Is that for real? Jem is into red tea?

“Don’t dare say that.” I threaten him by pointing a fork in his face. Pouncing the last word harder.

Raphael, making a funny zipping-my-mouth antic.  Abe on the other hand, looks restless. Disconnected to all of the clearance and propitious of the vestibule.

 “Abe, what’s the matter?”

“Nothing Anselm, man, I got to go. I’m late for my flight back to New York.” I got a kiss in the forehead from my big sister, while my other brothers got a tap at the back.

I heard the chimes rang, as Abe opened the front door. “You Raphael, you should know that I’m not running. We will talk about this later.”

“Too late, I already filled your candidacy as the president of the student council.”

“What!” yet all I can see are smiles. And chuckles. Jeremias kept panting at the table.

In guise, Raphael smized sheepishly, which only means one thing. “I’m doomed.”

 

AFTER PUTTING MY PLATE IN THE DISHWASHER, I ran to the nearest exit to catch Raphael who by now already decorated the halls of Beachwood Academy my blown-up photo in Hawaiian t-shirts on crazy aphasia posters that I saw earlier in his room, after he rode away in his red Ducati.

                He’s such a monster. He owes me his life.

                I was walking down the porch, about to ride my ever gist mountain bike, when the side of my sight saw Craig, abruptly approaching the hedge and when he’s two inch nearer, he gave my sister a kiss.

With eyes wide open, he gazed at me sternly. This stimulated a lot of emotions…

 

And a lot of memories as well.

 

 

SIX MONTHS AGO… PRIOR TO SIX MOTHS NOW.

PANIC ENWRAPS THE WHOLE OF MY SANITY, which eventually led to an asthma attack. A real pain in the ass. Desocated, and desolated, in the bleak of darkness Greta gnarly adhered my cold, cold hands while she sang me a lullaby.

                It’s my favorite song Asleep, from the Smiths.

NEXT CHAPTER… Episode 26: Steam-room Stories. 

ANSELM and GRETA- Episode 24: Sugar, Sugar.

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FOUR YEARS, THAT’S HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN… living in this breaking bad city. Three months since Greta incident that changed our lives, my life and so far, two weeks since the last time I saw my heart, Greta my love.

             Yet one hour earlier, again, I broke my supposedly eternal promise. In scow of her trust, maybe it’s kind of shallow but for Greta Saint Claire, crunching on vanilla cookie filled with vanilla spread and smothered with vanilla cream coating is a mortified sin… anther as a pungent smell. I have a high glucose count, on a esoteric boundary to having a diabetes. Although a coffee lover myself, every moment Greta caught me appending some cubes of sugar… she’ll look me in the eye, and say “honey, do you want me to leave you for good?”

            Though it’s the out of context thing, when I do, nevertheless makes me unable to sleep at night.

            It’s the law of physics that says the gravity is the primeval hitch which makes us fall, keeps our formidable feet obtained as grounded, whereas all of the laws and glitches are based on this branch of science. Still, on the last 15 minutes that I’m half slumber, a cold wave of tampered air and blare of light coping from the open window of Raphael’s former room cramp led my senses.

            A pair of dark hallows in black cloaks are tediously tearing the ceilings, bumping themselves at the walls while dreadfully crying a scream type of music, fancy of the idea that they’re spouting upside down from left to right in a perpendicular type of motion. In anything that the technology of this modern age expands, there’s always an exemption.

            And when I’m completely wake, that’s when the fun starts.

 

 

 

IN SHEER SHADOWS MUSKED IN THEIR COMMINGS, the pressing forces from these unexplainable creatures in hoods are unmistakable. Factitious, crumbling with bogus, fading into faint paint they expanded, contradict, and exonerate while the exorbitance of from their eke lacuna hands enraptured with empathized wounds, creased with smorgy mucus erratically underlined with fungus hairs and soiled violet velveteen skin.

            These necromancers’ from somewhere only we know hides their faces in a emollient lichenin coverage secretions, ensilaged with fears. They tried to touch me with their euphemist jarred hands drowning with duplicity assuage the nerves in my legs, as I dodged the death whose redemptory kissing me.

            Playing the game of cat and mouse, I was drifted to the domicile Ernst of the comforting bathroom. Ferocious and honestly unrealized with concerns, I closed the door as they were deducing the locks as I can see their airy fogged fingers unsheathing the alum structure.

            I was taken down by my own worries in the wet corner of the claustrophobic cubicle when my asthma jinxed me. I kept breathing fast and for a moment, I thought I was dying.

            Then, I remembered something…

 

 

 

SIX MONTHS… PRIOR TO SIX MONTHS BEFORE.

IT WAS OUR FIRST ANIVERSARY, Greta and I decided to spend our special day in our most favorite city, New York. I was certain, no matter how many people you allow to enter your heart, there’s still a spot reserved for someone you’re willing to wait until the sun dies… and I know it was Greta. Instead of spending all of my daily allowance to baseball cards, I kept what’s left and decided to treat my love in a scrumptious hotel in Manhattan, abruptly called Saint Regis.

            After a scrupling walkathon and sightseeing’s around fifth avenue, Broadway and upper west side, we’ve decided to have some lunch in a revolving restaurant humbly called Blue Mountain. Wit a view of the Hudson River, overlooking the statue of liberty.

            They specialized in Russian cuisine, with their baroque style interiors, vintage ornaments and Picardy inspired upholstery, no one can scuffle that it can only take a hundred bucks to enjoy a scummy of Caspian caviar and a glass full of Ardennes wine within a three course meal. 

            “I heard that you want to run for a position in the student council. Is that for real?” Greta opuses in satisfactory a spoonful of caviar in a soda cracker, with a slice of blue cheese.

            From looking at a picturesque panorama in the largely tempered glass window, I held her hand, noticing the gold ring in her middle finger a word was engraved in it, but I’m not entirely sure what it is. “I don’t want to talk about that. Raphael is trying to persuade me to be in his political party. Hey, where did you get this ring?”

            “A friend of mine. A close friend of mine.” Greta grasp the fork and knives, cutting the rare stake, oozing with fresh blood. “That bastard. I already told you thrice that I don’t like seeing you going out with those frat boys. You’ve becoming like them. They are good for nothing.” She licked her fingers. “They are good for nothing.”

            “Don’t say that, I don’t want it either.”

            Greta had another bite. “being friends with them?”

            “No. running for a position in the student council election.” Little by little, I’m starting to relish askew stupefaction regarding my lady. Whether I found the right one or a fallen angel waiting to Casper out for the mar.

 

 

 

Still, being happy does not mean everything is perfect, it means you’ve decided to see life beyond the imperfections. And I’ve decided to see my solicitude Greta once more.

           

 

            “I HAVE AN IDEA”

 

Next Chapter… Episode 25: Table Time Table.